nothing i want to do
nothing i want to be
I do not know how to tell you
what I am feeling.
You ask, and
my tongue strangles itself.
It chokes itself silent.
Under my heart,
there is a wellspring
of things I wish I could
tell you, and my tongue
is the cork stoppering
them up. It is the sentinel
warden at the gate, letting
none of the prisoners through.
I wish I could drive a spile
under my ribs
and let it all pour out for you.
"say I won’t"-A nigga that will (via jdates)
"You created an ache in me that won’t seem to go away."-T.B. LaBerge, The Novel of Us (via bokura)
"If I’m not with somebody who really excites or inspires me, then I’d rather be by myself."-Unknown (via cexjay)
People always say that it hurts at night
and apparently screaming into your pillow at 3am
is the romantic equivalent of being heartbroken.
it’s 9am on a tuesday morning
and you’re standing at the kitchen bench waiting for the toast to pop up
And the smell of dusty sunlight and earl gray tea makes you miss them so much
you don’t know what to do with your hands.